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The Loser (2006)

The Loser (2006)

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"Again and again we picture ourselves sitting together with the people we feel drawn to all our lives, precisely these so-called simple people, whom naturally we imagine much differently from the way they truly are, for if we actually sit down with them we see that they aren't the way we've pictured them and that we absolutely don't belong with them, as we've talked ourselves into believing, and we get rejected at their table and in their midst as we logically should get after sitting down at their table and believing we should get after sitting down at their table and believing we belonged with them or could sit with them for even the shortest time without being punished, which is the biggest mistake, I thought." Loser, Philosophizer, Genius. The hopeless catch in the throat part of the heart that swallows down all when it's not easy. The have to be a Loser, Philosopher or Genius.Those mistakes over and over again. The starry velvet mental goldmine has had some horrific accident and you should have known not to step there already. Expectations... My goodreads friends say that The Loser is laugh out loud funny. I shook my head in a recognition kind of way. It started to feel like reliving an embarrassing moment and pretending you can laugh about it now because you feel like you should be able to laugh about it by now. But not really. It's something. I don't know if it was quite humor to me. It's not sad and it's not funny because it's not making something more out of what already is, like art. It's more like if you could cut the hole out of the heart and compared it to the black hole they would fit together like left and right. I guess it's funny like how irony is funny because I never really know why I'm moved to some laughter-like impulse (I don't understand irony or anything else. Have I ever laughed like Glenn Gould? Not if anyone else was around, I know that). I wouldn't have waited for Glenn Gould to assign me The Loser. Do you sit down at the table and not expect to get punished? Or not sit at all. Maybe stand in the doorway of the inn, thinking?I don't care about the what is the use when there's Glenn Gould (I can imagine being Glenn Gould and starting to wonder behind that barricade about not composing like Bach, if you stepped outside of the music when you really shouldn't do that). The other day I read Rainer Maria Rilke's Letters to a Young Poet (great) and he had some advice about how you shouldn't write if it wasn't something you would die over if you couldn't do it. I'm more walking the tight rope lines of David Foster Wallace's fiction is what it is to be a fucking human being (something like that. They both put it better than I could. I only live it now, as they did in theirs). I wouldn't want to do anything if I couldn't feel a story in everything. It's all the not expecting to get punished thing. The Loser isn't about not being the best in music or anything else. It's not ever being able to get over the feelings to avoid and you're always barricaded and always lost. What would they have done if they had never met Glenn Gould? My suspicion is that they would have been all for Genius if they had felt they belonged with it. (Does anyone?) It's a lonely feeling to not go that high. If you're one of those people who talk all of the time and never listen. I know shit about philosophy. I wouldn't have known about allusions to Wittgenstein without other goodreads reviews (I have seen the movie with Tilda Swinton in it). I tend to feel hopeless when hearing/reading other people talk about philosophers and then I do something else like read novels. My version of their never-gonna-rock-me-Amadeus is feeling stupid in the face of what appears to me to be clear-eyed clarity compared to my cataract confusion. What I know is that I can relate way too much to feeling bad. My heart broke for our narrator that he could never get himself to tell that story about Gould or Wertheimer (it goes without saying that the only person I truly felt sorry for was Wertheimer's sister. Please, don't ever let me be a sister in a Thomas Bernhard novel). It's like being the piano and eliminating Gould to just play some Bach. He got in the way of telling/hearing a story. I know all about that. If you want to talk about genius in strumming those inner violin chords of self pity and acoustics of loneliness and that shit... It is what it is and how it can be that way and not what it could be, with a leap. (And the art is in the listening.)I wonder what would have happened if they could keep it up every day, all of the time, of feeling good enough. Or seen somewhere they wanted to belong. The trio probably wouldn't have need fortresses...I "discovered" this Austrian musician while in Germany last year. Um, no one ever, uh, played him any Glenn Gould recordings? Why wasn't he stopped? (No wonder Bernhard hates Austrians!)And I want to read this Glenn Gould biography. Otto Friedrich can fricking tell a story. His City of Nets was pretty damned perfect. Talk about not being able to catch a break! Geniuses are everywhere.

A single paragraph. One breathless monologue. Genius. Failure. Perfection. Obsession. Friendship. Death. The Genius, the Philosopher, the Loser. The musical genius of Glenn Gould, the pinnacle of art, is what serves as the reference defining all three of their lives. Werthemier - the titular Loser - finds himself woefully dwarfed by the perfection of Gould as a piano artist. The frustration of recognizing his worthlessness and knowing that he will never be able to reach the top leads him to give up his piano career. And this failure haunts him for the rest of his life. In his bitter obsession, he gradually advances on a path of self-destruction. The manner in which he commits suicide comes as a last-ditch effort to do something on his own terms, a desperate act of rebel against his life of failure.The narrator - the philosopher - is similarly humiliated in his musical aspirations. Unlike Werthemier, he does manage to push the frustration to the back of his mind. But he never does come out of Gould's shadow. He never finds a new direction to his life and spends years writing an rewriting and essay on Gould. Through this internal monologue, in a distraught and obsessive manner, the narrator attempts to come to terms with the deaths of both Gould and Werthemier. His whole life can only be defined in terms of the relationship of this trio and he realizes that their deaths automatically render his life void of any meaning. In the process, he also appears to decisively arrive at the conclusion that Werthemier's fate was sealed the moment Gould tagged him as the Loser. Clocks having been set in motion then, Werthemier's suicide was inevitable. And thus the narrator unburdens himself in knowing that there is nothing he could have done to avoid the suicide. We often find the narrator pointing out similar characteristics between himself and Gould (self-delusion?), which clearly set Werthemier apart from the two. While he admits to portraying Werthemier unfavorably, this portrayal also provides him with a way to assure himself that he was not headed down the same path as Werthemier. It really was Werthemier's own personality that he fell victim to. The relationship that the three share begs the question - what if their paths hadn't crossed with Gould? Perhaps they would have still led a life of being nothing, Gould simply being the excuse they found. However, their lives are so heavily clouded by that of Gould, that it seems impossible to even begin to imagine Gould's absence. This relationship was rooted in their common idea and understanding of music, and it forged a lifelong bond between the three. The intellect of the two, the loser and the philosopher, was also responsible for their failure. Because it takes some acumen to even recognize a genius and be aware of one's own abilities and deficiencies. On the other hand, I cannot factor their wealth out of the equation either. These are two people who do not have to worry about earning a living and thus have the privilege to spend their lives fixated on just one idea. Had that not been the case, sooner or later, the basic necessities of life would have pulled their attention away and forced them to do something with their lives and perhaps lead a life of being good enough, but not the best.The novel ends with an interesting afterword that throws some light on Bernhard's life and his writing. His later novels, including The Loser, contain characters which carry an image of the author in themselves. In the present case, Gould is meant to be doppelganger for Bernhard. Bernhard having studied music, his writing has been informed by music as well. The afterword compares his writing to Gould's music:"Here it is Bach's Goldberg variations, played by Glenn Gould, that provides as it were the basso continuo for Bernhard's own deliberately droning repetitions and variations. With the monologistic, uninterrupted flow of its sentences, the novel conjures up the image of a singer fighting to sustain his breath to the end of an impossibly long, embellished aria."Another well-known aspect of Bernhard's personality was his hatred for his country Austria. Not only did he face multiple controversies while alive, he delivered a parting blow in death as well:"Whatever I have written, whether published by me during my lifetime or as part of my literary papers still existing after my death, shall not be performed, printed or even recited for the duration of legal copyright within the borders of Austria, however this state identifies itself." <...> This parting slap in the face of his native country thus came not only as a surprise; it came from the hand of a dead man, whose laughter rang out from the grave.

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Grey – The color that most of the characters created during large part of twentieth century and whole of twenty-first century till date, are painted in. Cruelly banishing the evergreen Black and all-star White to secondary positions, Grey has risen in ranks to be the heroic hue of all ‘famous’ characters. The modern reader in me haughtily merges this contemporary thought into her conversations and discusses the ‘grey’ shades of the latest literary protagonist she has encountered. But the conventional reader in me? Oh, she curses! Throws slang, moans hoarse. To all those authors who wiped the clear, unambiguous White (read good) and Black (read bad) from her book world, she casts a teary eye and howls a simple question: Why?The premise of The Loser is an intriguing one. Three youngsters join a renowned music academy to learn piano. Glenn, a born genius, simply uses the school to sharpen his existing incredible musical teeth. Wertheimer is a truck load of talent too, enough to prevail over most of the piano-playing community around him but nowhere near Glenn's magnificence. The third student, who is also our unnamed narrator, is in the same lustrous league as Wertheimer and at the same subjacent stand to Glenn. Fast forward twenty-eight years: Glenn and Wertheimer are dead and our unnamed narrator, having attended the latter’s funeral, is on his way to the latter’s last abode in search of some aphorism notes. And some base choreography of his only friends' life trances.The story began well, concisely drawing an unshapely circle around its characters as if a hand was either shivering or consciously teasing during the entwining exercise. Then, a solid tangent was drawn from a vantage point in the book, where all the characters had rushed in to create the richest pool of their natural shades - a point where Glenn had donned the recluse's garb, Wertheimer had submerged in pools of pungent losses and our narrator had mastered the oscillations between insipid and not-so-insipid days. On this tangential thought, I rejoiced and braced myself for a ride of a lifetime. Well, the ride controller had other plans.The characters depicted the darker, gloomier sides of human mind with panache and incisive depth. Their dilemmas, their failures, their disdains, all found evocative voices of the finest baritone. But what about those occasional sunny streaks? Agreed, Bernhard felt they held no merit in his work but does not the sheer veracity of a diary, chronicling a lifetime of three men, demand few positive scribblings as footnotes? Fleeting thoughts that infused some fragrance into the ailing minds that managed to live beyond fifty years each? While I had empathy for all the three as they possessed no massive blemishes on their hearts, I could not warm upto them for they bordered on the sunshine but never bothered to usher it in, even through the doors of unhappiness and dry humor. They basked in unhappiness way too much and I felt rashes on my skin, unexpectedly. The Loser is a tag Glenn gives Wertheimer on the first day of their meeting. But I could not help but wonder why Wertheimer was a loser in his suicide and Glenn was not, in his exile? Or for that matter, our narrator, in his directionless transit?With The Loser, Bernhard presents his fellowship in Advanced Grey-mmar. The characters appeared all ‘grey’ to me, meaning I could sit in a theatre, watch them act, clap in applause and not leave before the final scene but also not reward them with a standing ovation and take them home after the act is over. It was like a fabulous soprano, which reached its crescendo during the first half and all I did afterwards, was search its mellifluous vibrations in the rest of the piece. I have never admired anything but have marvelled at many things during my life and I, can say, have marvelled the most in my life. I did marvel at Bernhard though. Written entirely in one single paragraph, unfolding mostly within the troubled walls of the narrator’s mind, the reading pattern alone was a striking experience. Repetitive yet fresh, discoloured yet brilliant, his style was the strong ribs of his unusual plot. As if a person was sitting across me and narrating his life’s mistakes and while I wanted to chide him for his stupidities, I ended up ordering a few more cups of coffees in the greed of pushing him to a point where he might mend, something.Bernhard once said on his writing: “To shake people up, that’s my real pleasure.”He succeeded.
—Seemita

Bernhard is a great writer. If he keeps this up, he'll be one of my favorite writers. He really has an individual style, and reading reviews on here and elsewhere comparing him to salinger, beckett, joyce, kafka, dostoyevsky etc. All are lacking and completely puzzling comparisons to me. His obsessions are completely different from those great writers and his style is completely different. I laughed hard at this book. So far I've read Wittgenstein's Nephew and this. I liked WN more. I thought this book contained the same genius as WN, but it got itself entangled in the business of a plot towards the end. I wasn't interested in that. I loved how WN was all in his head, just as the first 3/4 of this book is all in his head. That is brilliant to me, to be able to do what he does with his head. WN also felt a little closer/more personal, it really moved me at points, whereas this book lacked some of those emotional highs even though it assumed a personal tone. But this book also felt more stylistically idiosyncratic, which is a good thing. This could perhaps be because of translators though. I'm looking forward to more Bernhard!
—Jimmy

First off, please listen as author Claire Messud, a guest on NPR's "All Things Considered," tells us why "You Must Read This." She speaks so eloquent, having found the way to convey just what her heart knows to be true, finding the means to describe such a complex mix of words, character, structure, book, creativity, obsession, genius. [Well, okay, she IS a writer : ) ]This book and the reviewing of it has been in the forefront of my mind, the back of my mind, the middle, top, never forgotten, over the course of this entire year—I read it in January, again in March. I simply haven't felt up to the task. The reasons are varied. One: this book turned out to be the most important book I've ever read. Easily my 8, 9, 10,000th read. A lot of books preceded this one. This book, "The Loser" was fundamentally different, in a very profound way. A surprising one. But first, listen to Claire Messud.http://www.npr.org/templates/story/st...Okay, I hope you listened to [or read] her passionate review. One small excerpt:"It is a book about anger. A book without paragraphs, which in its very form enacts anger. A book prone to wildly long sentences, preposterously violent judgments and enraging constructions. A deeply musical novel, about music — about Glenn Gould, or a fictional Glenn Gould, with all the structural complexity of The Goldberg Variations, to which allusions are repeatedly made. The Loser is willfully oppressive and agonizing to read, hilarious and awful by turns. And, above all, it couldn't care less about the reader." A Deeply Musical NovelThat's what it was for me. It sang. Behind the WORDS, there was a maniacal symmetry, a construct of pure poetry throughout the novel that awed me. Almost overwhelming. Almost. He is such a genius with structure he can up the pace that carries you along until you think you cannot read another sentence, you MUST put this down, and at just that moment, ALWAYS, the pitch changes. Or, he'll slow you down completely. "...he said, just like Glen would, as he stood at door, slowing down was so like The Loser, or so Glen said, but then Glen liked everything fast, and The Loser was just that, slow, he thought, while he waited at..." His pacing is impeccable, his characterization truer than life, the story flows, nihilistically bitter to the end, an ode, a homage to greatness, and the almost greats, and to music—in more ways than one. Until I read Thomas Bernhard, I didn't realize Novels could sing. Not like poetry. Not throughout the length of the book. Not like the beating heart of a metronome. Now I know different. All natural, gifted writers have this inner, musical beat. Now I'm ready for it. I'm sad for all those 8, 9, 10,000 books that didn't get read like a song. A lifetime of missed beats. One last excerpt from Claire Messud:"The greatness of a great book is untranslatable. I cannot tell you what is extraordinary about The Loser. You must read it for yourself. You will not find it pleasant. You may not find that it speaks to you with the immediacy and the insistence that it speaks to me. But you will certainly find that it speaks searingly, fearlessly and comically. It puts us inside the head of a coldly embittered man, who aspired to be a great pianist — until he heard Glenn Gould play, and realized he could never be as good. It is, you see, about being talented, and still being a loser."
—Wordsmith

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